SOULMATES - A LOVE STORY

SOULMATES

                                               A LONELY SOUL ALWAYS WANT ITS SOULMATE, IT’S AFTER THAT A SOUL FEEL ITS COMPLETENESS. OTHERWISE HOWMUCH ONE TRIED IN OUR LIFE, IN EVERY PASSING MINUTE,   WE CAN FIND THE INCOMPLETNESS.

                                                   I WAS A LONELY SOUL. I FELT THE SAME INCOMPLETNESS IN THESE YEARS IN MY LIFE. I ALWAYS LAUGHED WITH MY FRIENDS, PLAYED PRANKS ON THEM. BUT THE LONELY FEELING ALWAYS NAGGED BESIDE ME. EACH DAY, SUNRISE WITH A NEW HOPE, A HOPE TO FIND THE COMPLETENESS IN MY LIFE. BUT IN THESE YEARS MY LIFE WAS ALWAYS SAME. HOPE ALWAYS REMAINED TO ME AS A HOPE…., AND I HAD A LONELY SOUL WITH ME WHO LONGED FOR THE COMPLETENESS IN EACH DAY OF MY LIFE.

                                               A MISSED CALL …, IT WAS A MISSED CALL THAT  BROUGHT  HIS  SOUND TO ME, A HEART  WARMING  SOUND WHICH SOOTHES MY HEART .IT WAS THAT SOUND  THAT MADE ME CONVERSE WITH HIM.HIS SOUND CARRIED A PERSONALITY  OF A  SOULFUL MAN  WHO  RESPECT  OTHERS  FEELINGS, WHO IS A GREAT FRIEND ,WHO CARE ABOUT OTHERS THAN HIM, WHO KNOW THE TRUE MEANING OF LIFE , WHO KNOW HOW TO ENJOY LIFE, HOW TO GET YOUR  AIM. HIS VOICE HAS THE POWER TO MAKE MY EYES TWINKLE LIKE A STAR AND CAN MAKE   ME  SMILE  LIKE  A  FOOL  ALWAYS.

                                

                                            I  DIDN’T PRETENDED TO BE HAPPY NOWADAYS BECAUSE I WAS GENUINELY HAPPY LIKE…..I WAS COMPLETE. I WAS NOT IN THE SOLITUDE…..I HAD HIM. THE COLOURS SEEMED MORE BRIGHTFUL TO ME……., DAYS SEEM MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN THE DARKENED NIGHTS. HE  MADE  ME TO SEE  THE  LIFE IN A DIFFERENT  POINT OF VIEW, HE MADE ME TO SEE THE WORLD  WITH  MY OWN CAPABILITY…, MADE  MY AIM MY LOVE….FOR ME HE BECOME THE SOULFUL  BREEZE WHICH CAN  SPREAD  HIS  ESSENCE  AROUND ME.

                                                    

                                                                 HE MADE ME FEEL DIFFERENT ….. , MADE ME FEEL BEYOND FEELINGS…..MADE ME TO SEE THE REALITY BEYOND THE DREAMS. I KNOW I AM FALLING FOR HIM……HIS VOICE….IT MADE ME COMPLETE. I KNOW, NOW THAT HE IS MY SOUL MATE, HE IS THE ONE WHICH I WAS SEEKING THESE YEARS “THE TEAR DROP THAT LIGHTENS AWAY, ALL THE BURDEN OF A MOURNING, LONELY DESPAIRED SOUL.”

                               

                                                                         I WAS VERY EAGER TO SEE HIM.WHEN I ASKED ABOUT IT.., HE ALWAYS BRUSHED IT OFF SAYING THAT “IN LIFE THERE ARE SOME PEOPLE WHO ARE MYSTERIOUS TOO ..,WHICH CAN MAKE A SMALL DIFFERENCE IN  SOMEONES LIFE” BUT I WANT TO SEE HIM. I WANT TO THANK HIM TO MAKE ME SEE MY LIFE IN A DIFFERENT WAY, TO MAKE ME GENUINELY HAPPY .TO HELP ME TO ESCAPE FROM THE SOLITUDE,..TO MAKE ME TO SEE THAT THE AIM IS MY LOVE IN MY LIFE AND MOST IMPORTAND THING I WANT TO SAY HIM THAT “I LOVED HIM WITH MY HEART AND SOUL …”

                                                                      

                                                                     I KNOW THE WAY TO HIS HOUSE,I AM INFRONT OF IT,BUT  WHAT…WHY THERE IS A CROWD…?WHY PEOPLE ARE LOOKING MOURNFUL….A FEAR CLENCHED MY HEART, EACH FOOTSTEP FELT HEAVY TO ME…ALL PEOPLE LOOKED AT ME SYMPETHETICALLY… ARE THEY?  I STEPPED IN TO THE HOUSE…I ASKED TO A BOY IN THE DOOR WHICH HAS BLANK EYES LOOKING OUT.

                                           “SIDHANTH…?”  HE LOOKED AT ME …..WITH AN EYES OF GRATITUDE.  HE LOOKED INSIDE THERE WAS HE, WRAPPED AS WHITE BUNDLE OF   SHEATH, SLEEPING PEACEFULLY.

                                                I SAW HIM, MY LOVE …………BUT WHY HE IS NOT LOOKING AT ME?     WHY HE IS NOT CALLING ME?   I AM HERE IN HIS HOUSE FOR FIRST TIME...WHY HE IS NOT WELCOMING  ME ….WITH THAT  SMILE WHICH FLUTTERS MY HEART ….?   WHY HE IS SLEEPING IN THIS TIME …? WHY IS NOT OPENING HIS EYES…? I FELT THAT THE EARTH IS SLIPPING BENEATH MY FEET, I SWAYED IN THE AIR, THE BOY NEAR CAUGHT ME. I SLIDE IN TO THE FLOOR. WHY MY EYES ARE BURNING…? I TOUCHED MY CHEEKS. TEARS ….?        IS IT BECAUSE OF THE HAPPINESS THAT ATLAST I FOUND HIM OR IS IT BECAUSE OF THE DESPONDENT THAT HE IS NOT WELCOMING ME…..?

                                                        I DON’T KNOW HOW MUCH TIME I SAT DOWN, LOOKING AT HIS BEAUTIFUL FACE, WHICH IS CALM AND SERENE. I DON’T KNOW WHEN HIS BODY WAS TAKEN FOR THE RITUALS. I  WAS IN THE FLOOR SITTING; LOOKING AT THE PLACE WHERE HE WAS…SOMEBODY TOUCHED ME. I LOOKED ABOVE IT WAS THE BOY WITH BLANK EYES LOOKING AT ME, HE HELPED ME UP AND MADE ME SIT IN A ROOM…IT WAS HIS ROOM. WITHOUT HIS MASTER, I FELT THE ROOM IS WELCOMING ME WARMLY AND FRIENDLY.

                                                    “YOU ARE BHAIYYA’ S FRIEND…..HE ALWAYS TALKED ABOUT YOU IN THESE THREE MONTHS…”         I WAS LOOKING AT THE SMILLING PHOTO OF SIDHANTH.      “BHAIYYA WAS AFFECTED BY BLOOD CANCER, WHEN IT WAS DIAGNOSED …, IT WAS LATE…THERE WAS NOTHING WE CAN DO TO HELP HIM. DOCTORS SAID THAT HE CAN LIVE TWO MONTHS MORE...BUT,     DIDI….”            I LOOKED AT HIM, HIS EYES HAD THE SAME GRATITUDE, AND I SAW WHEN I CAME HERE. HE CONTINUED…  “IT WAS YOU….DIDI….THAT MADE HIM LIVE THESE THREE MONTHS. I SAW HIM HAPPY DIDI…VERY HAPPY...HE WAS A DIFFERENT PERSON TALKING WITH YOU”

                                                     “YOU MADE HIM HAPPY DIDI………….” HE HUGGED ME. I WAS DEVOID OF ANY EMOTIONS.I DIDN’T FEEL ANYTHING. HE WIPED HIS TEARS AND  SAID “BHAIYYA  HAS LEFT A LETTER FOR YOU DI….AND  HE ALSO SAID THAT THERE WILL BE A GIRL COMING TO SEE HIM, HE WAS SO SURE OF IT DI. THAT’S WHY WE WAITED FOR YOU……” HE WENT TO THE CUPBOARD AND GAVE ME THE LETTER WHICH IS FOLDED BEAUTIFULLY…..I OPENED IT.

“DON’T KNOW HOW TO GREET YOU…… WORDS ARE HARD TO SAY TO YOU. IT’S YOU…..THE CURIOSITY TO KNOW YOU WHICH GAVE ME SOME MORE DAYS TO LIVE. TALKING TO YOU WAS, TALKING TO YOUR SOUL …MY SOUL AND I DON’T KNOW WHEN I STARTED TO LOVE YOU. I KNOW I SHOULDN’T .BUT MY SOUL FELT THE COMPLETENESS WHEN I TALK WITH YOU. IT WAS YOUR VOICE. THE SWEETNESS OF YOUR VOICE WHICH IS MY LIFE…..HEY, DON’T CRY, I KNOW WHAT YPU FEEL FOR ME. IT’S THAT THE FATE DIDN’T APPROVE IT. BUT IAM HAPPY AND CONTENT.BECAUSE I HAVE FOUND MY SOULMATE. I KNOW ALL THE PEOPLE DIDN’T HAVE THE LUCK TO FIND THEIR SOULMATE... LOOK IAM LUCKY HERE...I HAVE FOUND YOU. DON’T  EVER THINK THAT IAM FAR AWAY FROM YOU…I AM WITH YOU IN EVERY VOICE YOU HEARS…IAM THE SOUND….AND I CANT GO AWAY FROM YOU…….”                                            

                                                              

                                                              LONG AGO SOMEBODY HAS SAID THAT “TEARS AND SMILE ARE THE BEST COUPLE. THEY RARELY MEET …BUT WHEN THEY MEET …, THE MOMENT IS GOEGEOUS.” I HAVE THIS GORGEOUS MOMENT IN MY LIFE NOW. HE LOVED ME AS I LOVED HIM……AND I HAVE FOUND MY SOULMATE IN MY LIFE…HE HAS SAID EVERY THING I WANT TO SAY TO HIM…….HE HAS POURED  MY  FEELING FOR HIM ….I HUGGED HIS LITTLE BROTHER  AND ASKED  “CAN YOU MAINTAIN THIS ROOM FOR ME,CHOTTU ?  HE NODDED.   “WHEN I NEED HIS PRESENCE IN MY LIFE, I WILL COME HERE …”

                                                                     I WAS WALKING BACK...OUT FROM HIS HOUSE. IT DOESN’T MEAN THAT IAM EMPTY.., I HAD SIDHANTH’S LOVE WITH ME, HIS LETTER AND HIS VOICE THAT EMBRACE ME ALWAYS. HE TAUGHT SO MANY THINGS IN LIFE AND I WILL BE HIS AS HE WANTS. I CAN HEAR HIM IN EACH VOICE, EVEN IN THE RUSTLING OF WIND …, SAYING THAT HE LOVES ME………..

ALL LOVE STORIES END WITH THE JOINING OF TWO PEOPLE BUT MY LOVE STORY …, IT HAS ENDED WITH THE JOINING OF TWO SOULS, SOULMATES. THE LOVE HAS NOT ENDED HERE; IT’ S   AN ETERNAL FEELING BEYOND LIFE. I CAN SAY ONLY THIS…”TRUE LOVE EXISTS. ITS STRENGTH...IT IS MAGNIFICIENT.