FAIRY TALE
“ The sounds of the world;
There are millions of sounds;
But they are inaudible.
I can only watch ,
The faces of strangers around me.
They show me emotions:
They show me reality:
Which I didn’t want .
To escape from them;
I close my eyes..
And shut down the world "
“Reality is
a concept alien to me. I always retreated to the world which I have created myself and
I turn out the world of yours, the chaotic and stressful world ,finding solace
in my world the better world.. a world with flowers, a place of beauty, joy, calmness and serene. each
flower spoke the volumes which can't created, as every flower known, flowers
have a language of their own, every sentiment or emotion which I failed to
express can be expressed in one form or another by the fragile blooms.some
one has once said that “flowers are
perfect replica of human..planting..its growth..blooming and withering…
Anvesha is a
girl who has the mind trapped inside a body ,which cant express well .for her
the sounds and sights around her are either amplified or diminished.she has a
small flower shop in the middle of the hustle bustle city, a glass palace which
filled with hundreds of flowers , that is her world , her home. its not jus a
flower shop ..she also has a variety of
flowering plants which she nurture there.
“yeah, aman
don’t worry I will meet mr.chaudhari..yeah
The deal its
done..
Am on the
way;
Its okay I
can manage”
“sir, here
we reached the shop..”the driver said to him.he climbed out of his stylish black car wearing his sunshades. The sun
glinted on his dark chocolate hair.his style ,the aura around him..totally from
a world of class and beauty…
Mr .Rajvir kapoor , king of the fashion world..in these 25 years of his life, he has made
himself the most successful business man around the world.his every move
screamed of power and money , he is the man with somber looks and
dark emotions…
“Ding” the
bell chimed ,when he opened the door. But what leave him astonished was the
interior ,which made him feel like he was in a magical place,where he is
surrounded by hundreds of magnificent flowers..with words it cant describe.he
is a man who make other beautiful..his creativity make beauties most
desirable.but the world he has entered now simply took his breath away.the shop
was small but the way it arranged made it beyond beautiful that’s when he saw
her..; the most beautiful flower in the garden what enchanted him was the smile on
her lips and her dark liquid eyes where a man could lose himself, the innocence
and the purity which spark through her eyes , she was slender with a dark
complexion.. she was caring the plants with so much love and care that even the
one who see the scene can feel the love, that heart melting emotion.
The charging
of the atmosphere made her look at the intruder who pulled her out from her
world. But the look in his eyes, the attention he is giving to her made her shuddered “no, what am I doing..?” she averted her eyes and
went to her favorite spot ..away from that eyes ..
“can I help
you sir?” ..that made him look back to
the real world..this should be a news Mr. Rajvir kapoor who didn’t even glance
at the girls, who is desired by every girls in the world is looking ..no ogling
at a girl who just met .but she…his eyes wandered back to the spot where she
stood ..she has vanished..vanished to the heavenly scented air in this magical
place like a fairy.
He is inside
the cabin but his mind was still in that enchanted place where he met his
angel.he is a famous person who is surrounded
by the most beautiful elegant graceful girls but he haven’t looked at
them twice but what has changed now ? why she..?”for one girl..my heart
beats..my soul craves ..my mind yearns ..that one girl…”
A new change
is happening in two souls.when one is aware of its change other has no idea
that another world is waiting for her which is beautiful than the world she has made
for herself.a world which is soulfully hers. Rajvir is a man who has his own
principles but the feeling which hasn’t named, the emotion which he can’t control
,one is overwhelming the logic and commonsense.
Rajvir has
got a new routine for himself that’s to get a glimpse of her, his angel. yeah
she is his , and now he wanted to feel that emotion ,whatever it is..
Every
morning has started by visiting her in her shop.but each experience was the
same ,she didn’t even looked at him but each visit made him close to her. He
know about the silent looks she give to him, when he is not looking at her .but
daisy or while calla lily that he put on the table everyday remained there till
the next day .but he has made sure that he always put flowers for her ..when
she see the flowers she should know what it means ..what she mean to him..it
means it symbolizes innocence and purity
like her ..lately the changesthat she showed in her behavior wasn’t escaped
from his eyes. In his presence she became more nervous and when she is nervous
she starts to stutter or start to fumble around the words or do things
fumblingly…eventhough she didn’t looked at him or talked to him..he will wait …
The shop has
become his solace her presence made him feel like home a beautiful home.and it
made him needy for her presence the morning glimpses were not enough so he
started to follow her without her knowledge..he has seen her in the park where
she visits once or twice in the week
sitting far from the crowd…has seen her loneliness..the pain ..hurt and
the deep wounds which hasn’t healed by the time…the burden which she carry
around her.he want to be the light in her shell..but she looks like a shadow
..dark and empty..
Anvesha as
always she is in the corner of the park where there is very less number of
visitors .she know that there are so many people around her laughing talking
shouting..when one of them start to points at her and gesticulates she..she
turn away avoiding the eye contact , afraid that they will understand her
..what s in her mind ..that she is an empty shell not happy , nor sad ..neither
angry nor mad at life ..only thing that she has in her life permanently is her
own dark fate and other one her pain the great two friends , her only friends
in her life ..but for the first time in her life she has this kind of feeling
she want to see her through some one’s eyes , someone who can see beyond what
she feels but when its happeing it is making her restless, she know he has
started to see her through the closed shell of her ..like a moth attracted to
the flame ..she is getting pulled towards him..she know she will burn herself
but she cant stop herself getting in to it..nearing him..
If angels
are known to walk on earth ,they would be as innocent and pure as her ..the
glimmering evening bright light casts its glitters over the whole place making
it a paradise , but the beauty that glows in the golden colour is what his eye
captured standing at some feet away he can feel the dilemma she is going
through ..its not simple .he has his own in his cup.he even don’t know what’s
fascinating about her .. “I really don’t understand whats happening to me or
why this is happening to me …this has never happened to me ..this…such an
enigmatic and novel sensation ..like..
The
commotion of whistling and laugh made him wake up from his reverie his angel
was surrounded by a bunch of guys ..she
is looking pale as the white calla lily which I give her ..she looks like she
is gonna have a ….panic attack..
Anvesha
didn’t see the changes in her surroundings she was so immersed in her thoughts
that she failed to notice that she was found by the random bully over here.but
the people and the looks they give made her suffocate she knew it .its her
another episode of panic attack she will pass out soon..but..
“angel..”
that was the voice that made me look at the same pair of chocolate eyes which
was making me restless.. I was finding difficulty to breathe ..and my hands and
feets are turning cold ..my eyes are filled with tears ..he was beside me next
instant asking me to breathe ..he warmed up my chilled hands by the warm strong
clasp he had made with his hands showing that he will be with me whenever I
need him his eyes shown the concern and something…else, that emotion . I
haven’t seen that before ..that look which is so powerful..,
“are u
alright now..angel? drink this water..”while I was sipping the water I was trying
to understand the emotion I have seen in his eyes..
He hasn’t asked anything ..i haven’t told him
anything ..the silence it was soothing..the unasked questions and untold
answers paved the way , back to my
flowershop my home my world..but the belongingness he made me feel was overwhelming ..the
concern showed ..the care …and the support he has given…and …..
I was
fumbling with the keys .. when he touched my hands and helped me out again to
open the door.. that was the time I realized “love, the strongest emotion
that’s what I saw in his eyes “ when the realization dawned upon me I was enveloped in a warm
protective cocoon of a soulful hug . I have always pulled away when people try
to hug me, because being touched send an overwhelming tidal waves of emotions
through me …when the emotions become too intense I will not be able to be able
to shut down the voices and retreat to my own world.but this one was with such
intense that..,the emotions ,,the inner thoughts and sounds ..become too much for me I got shut down
temporarily much like a computer that hangs due to overloaded information.
When I saw
her struggling I was feeling like my life has sucked out from me.her tears
stabbed my heart. She was cold cold as ice that was when I realized the
tenderness I felt for her , the most powerful symptom of love which becomes at
times almost supportable she has came to my life like a moon descending to the
lake…slowly and graciously..like the touch of warm rays she has touched me with
the melody ..i don’t know whether should I listen to it or look at her …but I
know what she really is to me my solace..my life
Walking
through the lane with her was beyond the words ..there may be silence but there
was still the solace ..i know am just not simply close to her ..where I ended
is where she began..thats our love..i
was treasuring every presence of her within me I know she has seen it in my
eyes fumbling of the keys ..placing back that naughty fringe of her
hair..peeking at me secretly…its getting easy to read her but the moment when I
see her again among the hundreds of blooming flowers like a new blossom that
starts to open .. I felt the rush of happiness .., that completeness ..that
when I hugged her to convey her that yes its true I love her ..i wanna hold
her..protect her throughout my life.i wanna shower her with all the love I have
..i wanna be the reason for her smile ..i wanna be the part of her world alas
but the limp form in my arms made me conscious abou how fragile she is ..like a
flower the most fragile one ..rather than the flowers its her who need to be
cherished…
When I open
my eyes I was near to his heart …which beats the same rhythm as mine..but when
I looked in to his eyes..the only word which passed my lips was “why?” ..why
me? We..different..? and my past…” clasping my shivering hands in his warm one
he lead me near the rosebushes and plucked a blooming red bud for me…a blooming
rose bud .. a new start ..i heard him say..
“beauty lies
in the eyes of the beholder snort, what someone sees in you or admires in you is what beauty …and being different
..perfection of a relationship, it wasn’t in the fact that you had similar
interests or thoughts or lifestyle. Perfection is what you could make out of
your relationship. Perfection is the love you and your partner could give up
eachother.perfection was the respect both they had eachother. And the love I
had for you, its beyond reasons …and about past…I want to be your future..it
has no relation with the past…iam a man who didn’t look back ..future
..thats what I look forward..”
I have heard
the quote that once in a while in the middle of the ordinary life love comes as
a fairy tale.here iam in a fairytale..looking at the rose (which symbolize a
new start and love) in my hands hearing his heart beats …fairytale can never be
called fiction until true love exists.they are not meant to be just dream
..they meant to be livid..This is a new symphony of my life…everything is
changing around me..but all I want to be is in his embrace forever seeing the
flames of love burning in his eyes which illuminates in his heart.
There are so
many things which they haven’t talked to each other ..but what waiting for them
are the entwined two roses (marriage) ..and the unspoken words between them
that will fled through the thousands of flowers who gonna speak for them..which
gonna convey their emotions ..it may be from a single red rose which says “I
love you” in the behalf of her or from a
blue rose from him which says you are
the unique and precious for him..or a coral rose which shows his desire for
her..
Anvesha is
the angel in Rajvir’s life and rajvir has brought the fairytale for her ..and
what entwines them is the powerful Love.
“love is
like a butterfly : it settles on you..when you least expect it”
